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good nite everyone….

it’s midnite, 11 to be exact. my buddy has gone to the land of dream.sleep well buddy…
ain’t got morning class tomorrow, tomorrow start at 11 so i can take a late bed tonite…..
so far, i can keep up with my study except mechanics. seems it’s not created by human, it really put me on trouble especially if you joining mr.bobby’s class. he’s a good person actually, i admire him cause after all this time i’ve been studying in itb he is the only lectuurer i met who started class with praying together and wish all of us get easily pass his class. but sorry sir, i can’t stand be in your class..you demand peoples who have strong basic i n calculus and i’m not one of them. i only got D, both calculus I and II what a shame.in addition i can’t do that push ups anymre everytime i can answer the task in front of class

i’ve done 10 push ups in front of your class once cause i wrote the wrong answer and insisted that was the right answer. what a dumb!!!what a fool….so mr.bobby..here is my confessions…
i’ve move to mr.herman’s class and sorry i didn’t tell you….i’m afraid so once again sorry sir!!!

ramadhan is coming…the religius atmosphere will soon fill the air…tarawih,tadarrus alquran…i miss those things the way i miss home…hope this willbe my best ramadhan ever cause we’re never know whther if we catch it next year or not. i pray the same for u all….

i’ve watched ‘robots’ last sunday…i say…ummmm nice movie though the story is as simple as others but it was special cause it told a story about robot world which we’ve never seen be4. so it full of can sounds…klontang..klontang….
the story is about a poor washdisher robot’s son name …i forgot…guess how a robot got a child…they(male and female robot) buy it then build the parts become a tiny robot. years go by, the son grow up into a genius robot, it able to fix any problem in any robot. this kid wants to be like bigweld (the greatest robot beside my dad, it said)but something bad happen to it idol,bigweld dissapear….in the big city centre of life,place where bigweld held a ompany which pproduce spareparts 4 robots,thigs turn horrible since bigweld gone.the company run by a bad guy and his appendages.they stop producing parts and changing they;re way by producing only upgrading parts.this parts change robot in shape, they looks more beautiful and handsome.
sadly,the pople don’t need that,they need parts to fix their body besides they like the way they are.so there’s no need to change outlook.story continues,protest everywhere but people got no power.until the boy came to the city to met bigweld and show his invention and got friends.thigs goin bad,it just realize and 2gether with his new friends trying to find bigweld and put it back in action.the ending,the bad guy looses fight and the got job as bigweld’s rite hand and also got a lady…

what a typical….

that’s all folks..watch the movie, won’t regret it//…

c u son

hello fella!!!
back again with me, your host 4 tonight journey through the world of dream and imagination….

let’s begin our journey, we’ve got message "beep…beep…" wait a sec, here’s an email from ‘anonymous’ with title ‘untitled’ (?????) confusing!!!
here’s the message….

howdy folks…..
it’s 2 am in the morning when i wrote this message. i just wanna assure u if u got this message means i’ve gone and maybe dead somewhere over the rainbow
i know today’s show about dream and imagination. i got a story…

i’m just an average guy, came from nowhere, broke and jobless. then i met a girl, her beauty lingers on me, on my sleep her  face keep waking me up at night. days goby, i’ve never had a courage to get close to her (in the right way). i always picked and choose the long and winding road, the wrong turn. so, as you all predicted i’ve got nothing but hurt and pain deep in my veins and mixed perfectly with my blood. all my nerve were stretched, i can get thru this…….

oh s**T, 2 o’clock got to sleep …
c u

oh…fella. seems this guy got a talent 2 our mind upside down, he put the story hanging at the edge. i’m the host apologize to this unconvenience and the duration is over couple minutes ago. i got to go…my bed is waiting
c uall
sleep well and nice dream

wazzup everyone, it’s me again….
now i try to write my blog in english, just 4 info i’m not too good . so apologize if i made a mistake. no certain reason, just to speak up but in different language and people’s said learning by doing is another effective way for studyng now i’m studying english…….

folks,
i’ve had a new hobbies recently. writing….i’ve got plenty time so i do it a lot, i’m not too busy right now but in couple days away studying willbe like hell, task, paper, lab work immeadiately shining my day…

every writing i made, intended as song. several songs i’ve made though not a good songs but if i sing it myself there’s a rush of adrenaline to my head, emotional feelings. hope i’ve got the chance to put this songs on my record in the future..

it is my dream to become an artist especially musicians. first of all, it kinda hard to write but i just found the key. self confidence, don’t think about anything else write down what u feel then you can fix it by change couple words to get it more maningful if you want to…

ok, here’s one of my writing not ready yet. i wrote it last night….it tells a story about a boy who afraid being a loser cause never done nothing right in his life…

i’m afraid with my life
everyday passed seems to be meaningless
no point, no gain, only pain

and it might be me

i intend to make this a song, a great song cause it so emotional 4 me this is how i feel about myself a Loser without future. you might thing i’m a ‘crying baby’ but hufff…this ishow i feel but nobody knows about tomorrow thoughts is turn up side down by ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY

i haven’t put chords on this lyrics….i want this song in mid-tempo and easy listening..
i don’t have any title for this writing…what if i call it “FUTURE LOSER” sounds nice….

ok here’s another writing i’ve made. i’ve put chord on it so if you want, i can sing it for you. you can ask me anytime you meet me…

i was trying to sleep when your shadow cross my mind
wake me up again, i am no longer safe
cause you hunted me all the time i can’t find the way to run
cause you hunted me since then i can’t fight you off my run

i won’t be there by your side when you need me
cause
you’ve hurt me so deep
so i’m not gonna be by your side
anymore

song is slow and i think ear cacthing and easy listening….
tells about a boy who loves a girl so much but the girl let him down.
this boy decide to not giving any chance for the girl to get back

kinda similar to my story but in more extreme version

i got a plesure and fulfillness whe i write and most pleasure when i turn it into a song and it became a nice song.
you can do it to, just feel confidence in yourself. or maybe we can do it together, why not…gimme a call

that’s it 4 today..
it’s a wrap…c u guys

luv u

..cinta…cinta….apa jadinya dunia tanpa dirimu…

menghancurkan ribuan hati menjadi kepingan tak berbentuk walaupun ada ribuan hati yang kau bahagiakan dengan perjalanan pulang pergi ke surga dunia….

yang manakah diriku….

p****k…..

suasana nggak sehat lagi, semua saling berlomba untuk memanasi yang lain!!!i can’t live with that!!!!muncung memang beracun!!!

apa yang harus ku lakukan ….haruskah ku merendah dan seolah menghilang…, hanya mengikuti apa yang akan terjadi berikutnya….

aku tidak puas dengan keadaan ini…

kami tidak bisa seperti dulu lagi, ego adalah intinya…

tidak ada yang mw mengalah….

bila memang demikian biarlah aku yang mengalah….

a****g……

huuuuuuuuuuuuhhhh…..

berhentilah menganggap dirimu yang terhebat dan paling sempurna. tidak punya salah kpd siapapun, lihat dirimu, tingkah lakumu…jgn sok eksklusif lah

kw tidak lebih dari seorg manusia yg diberi kelebihan oleh 4JJI, belajar menggunakannya sebijak mungkin.

aku heran….

mengapa kita tidak bisa terbuka satu sama lain seperti dulu lagi…

ada gap antara kita…

pernah kucoba tidak menanggapi masalah ini, tapi aaku lelah mengalah n***g!!!!

kini, terserah kamu!!!aku sudah siap dengan yg terburuk!!!

hanya sampai di sini semua yg telah kita lalui….

atw aku pernah bersalah…

ooo…itu pasti…

kwn aku telah memaafkan mu..

itu sebabnya aku tak bs lagi hang out dgn kalian…

aku lelah dgn sgl bullshit yang kalian katakan…

jgn krena hnya pernah melakukan suatu hal, kalian merasa paling hebat….

malam ini aku lelah mengumpat…sudahlah…

come on man!!!get over it!!grow up…

aku akhiri malam ini dgn….

P****K,JGN BERTINDAK BODOH BROTHER!!!

liburan yahhhhh………………mw ngapain ya????kuliah pusing mikirin tugas eh disuruh liburan malaqh pusing mw ngapain….he..hee…
mw nulis apa ya….

tau g….skrg di otak aku lg bnyak hal2 yg g pnting….pengen inilah pengen itulah…
pusing….
knp aku slalu tidak beruntung ya…..smw usaha kyknya sia2 pd penyelesaian akhir…apa sebaiknya aku kmbali sprti dulu lagi, g prnah mikir panjang dan bomat(bodo amat)
sebagai org yg susah u bilang tidak, aku telah terjebak…..tahun ke depan kyknya bakal bikin ortu nangis…..i’m sorry mom!!!!

kuliah….apa yg hrs kulakukan u satu masalah ini???kul g bener hidup foya22,marah donk mon sama diri lu sendiri.yg ngontrol diri kamu itu cuma otak  di kepala kamu yg mulai mengecil volumenya karena terlalu sering nyontek bukan badan kamu yg makin lama makin lebar aja!!!!semua usaha ngecilin badansia2.udh de….terima apa adnya!!
kamu hidup bkn u org lain ….
skrg solat udh sering bolong,ngaji udh g pernah…..
kamu hidu hanya u 4JJI.

AKU TAU ITU……g ush nasehatin aku……hati …smw masalah hati….hatiku udah terlalu gelap. g bisa ngatur waktu pdhal kamu udh dws,21 tahun.pikirin,di luar negeri sono umur segitu malu msh gntung ama org tua….liat diri kamu…….

NYUSAHIN ORTU……PULANG AJA SONO KE BUKITTINGGI……