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wazzup everyone, it’s me again….
now i try to write my blog in english, just 4 info i’m not too good . so apologize if i made a mistake. no certain reason, just to speak up but in different language and people’s said learning by doing is another effective way for studyng now i’m studying english…….

folks,
i’ve had a new hobbies recently. writing….i’ve got plenty time so i do it a lot, i’m not too busy right now but in couple days away studying willbe like hell, task, paper, lab work immeadiately shining my day…

every writing i made, intended as song. several songs i’ve made though not a good songs but if i sing it myself there’s a rush of adrenaline to my head, emotional feelings. hope i’ve got the chance to put this songs on my record in the future..

it is my dream to become an artist especially musicians. first of all, it kinda hard to write but i just found the key. self confidence, don’t think about anything else write down what u feel then you can fix it by change couple words to get it more maningful if you want to…

ok, here’s one of my writing not ready yet. i wrote it last night….it tells a story about a boy who afraid being a loser cause never done nothing right in his life…

i’m afraid with my life
everyday passed seems to be meaningless
no point, no gain, only pain

i’m so afraid i can’t stand this life any longer
taking back the words i’ve said
and end up being a loser
no pride, no future, just a loser

like me…

you know today’s life harder than before
there’s no place for an error
you know what they say about an error
it’s a loser without future

and it might be me

i intend to make this a song, a great song cause it so emotional 4 me this is how i feel about myself a Loser without future. you might thing i’m a ‘crying baby’ but hufff…this ishow i feel but nobody knows about tomorrow thoughts is turn up side down by ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY

i haven’t put chords on this lyrics….i want this song in mid-tempo and easy listening..
i don’t have any title for this writing…what if i call it “FUTURE LOSER” sounds nice….

ok here’s another writing i’ve made. i’ve put chord on it so if you want, i can sing it for you. you can ask me anytime you meet me…

i was trying to sleep when your shadow cross my mind
wake me up again, i am no longer safe
cause you hunted me all the time i can’t find the way to run
cause you hunted me since then i can’t fight you off my run

i’ll be there by your side when you need me
but now
baby you’ve hurt me so deep
so i’m not gonna be by your side
anymore

i’ve made my mind upon this i’ll put you off forever
my hands are weak and my eyes are tired
so go away….

i won’t be there by your side when you need me
cause
you’ve hurt me so deep
so i’m not gonna be by your side
anymore

song is slow and i think ear cacthing and easy listening….
tells about a boy who loves a girl so much but the girl let him down.
this boy decide to not giving any chance for the girl to get back

kinda similar to my story but in more extreme version

i got a plesure and fulfillness whe i write and most pleasure when i turn it into a song and it became a nice song.
you can do it to, just feel confidence in yourself. or maybe we can do it together, why not…gimme a call

that’s it 4 today..
it’s a wrap…c u guys

luv u

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